This is me

I am a 21 year old graphic design student from the south of england.

I was recently diagnosed as ‘severely depressed with panic and anxiety disorder’ however I’ve been being treated for clinical depression for 5 years now, I have been treated with Fluoxetine, Amytriptyline, Sertraline, Mirtazipine and CBT.

I have been self-harming on and off for 5 1/2 years, I have been abusing drugs for the same amount of time

I have suffered with disordered eating for 2 years, at my lowest weight I was too much of a drunk and stoned state to give a shit.

If you want to know about how I came to where I am now, my story is on here and I’m happy to answer questions.

I have experienced almost everything I thought would never be thrown at me.

I am FAT. And I hate that noone will tell me the truth. I WILL fit into size 6 clothes and I WILL get a flat stomach and skinny thighs.

SW: 122

LW: 107.2

CW:110.8

GW:105

Oh and FYI I am Bisexual because I sleep with girls and they turn me on as much as guys can, it’s not because I’m “cool”, because frankly I’m not!